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Amazing Grace Adams

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2023

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Chapters 1-16Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Chapter 1 Summary: “Now”

Content Warning: This section references the death of a child, sexual assault, drug use, and mental health conditions.

Forty-five-year-old Grace Adams is stuck in gridlock traffic in London, England, on the hottest day of the summer. She recently began menopause and isn’t feeling well. She is supposed to pick up the cake she ordered for her daughter, Lotte Kerr’s, 16th birthday party at her estranged husband, Ben Kerr’s, house. She realizes that she is late and gets upset. The heat, the traffic, and her fellow drivers irk her. She cannot deal with the situation and abandons her car in the middle of the roadway.

Chapter 2 Summary: “Four Months Earlier”

Grace receives a letter from Lotte’s head teacher, John Power, addressing Lotte’s spotty attendance. Grace cannot make sense of the notification. Instead of working on her translation project, Grace confronts Lotte about school. Lotte is preoccupied with her laptop and demands to know what Grace wants. Grace struggles to recognize this version of her daughter.

Chapter 3 Summary: “2002”

Grace participates in a polyglot competition when she is 28 years old. She speaks five languages but feels insecure about participating in the event. She is heartened when an attractive male participant engages her in conversation. They chat during the break, and Grace learns that his name is Ben Kerr. At the end of the competition, Ben places second and Grace wins. She surprises herself by suggesting that she and Ben share her prize: a night in a fancy hotel. Ben agrees.

Chapter 4 Summary: “Now”

Grace feels liberated after abandoning the car. She decides that she will walk to the bakery to collect the cake and then walk to Ben’s house to deliver it. She is convinced that the cake will make Lotte forgive her for everything that has happened between them over the past months.

Chapter 5 Summary: “Four Months Earlier”

Grace tries to confront Lotte in the bathroom after finding a sexually suggestive note among Lotte’s things. She is amazed by Lotte’s youthful appearance and cannot help envying her daughter’s body.

Instead of mentioning the note, Grace invites Lotte to watch television with her that night. She also has yet to respond to the school regarding Lotte’s attendance issue. In trying to handle all of these issues by herself, she finds herself dwelling on her feelings of “guilt.”

Chapter 6 Summary: “2002”

The point of view switches to Ben as he meets up with Grace. He has not stopped thinking about her since the polyglot event. He is taken by her beauty when they greet each other on the beach. Their conversation is interrupted when Grace notices a surfer disappear in the water. Ben calls an ambulance while Grace saves the woman from drowning. He feels guilty for staying on shore while Grace is in the water. However, he is amazed by Grace. In the hotel afterward, they have sex.

Chapter 7 Summary: “Now”

As Grace heads to the bakery, she recalls the article she read about “the unhappiest age you can be” (25). She decides that the article’s conclusion was right: Since turning 45, Grace has been moody and discontented.

When Grace sees a mother and child on the street, she remembers showing her daughter the leaves when she was a baby. Grace’s mind flits to the day of her second child, Bea’s, death. Grace tries to stave off the memory but fails. A call from her translation editor, Paul, interrupts her thoughts. Paul says Grace is fired for failing to meet her deadlines. Grace also recently lost her assistant teaching job at Stanhope Primary and is unsure how she will go on.

After Grace hangs up, a stranger tells her to smile. Grace tries to ignore him. When the stranger ridicules her and calls her names, Grace loses her temper. She curses him in several languages, gives him two middle fingers, and storms away. 

Chapter 8 Summary: “Four Months Earlier”

Grace reads Lotte’s diary in an attempt to understand what is happening in her daughter’s life. She is worried that Lotte is in trouble. However, during her meeting with John Power and Lotte, Grace finds herself defending Lotte. She attributes Lotte’s behavior to her own recent separation from Lotte’s father, Ben. When John Power recommends a counselor for Lotte, Lotte gets upset, swears, and flees the office.

Chapter 9 Summary: “2002”

After winning the polyglot award, Grace becomes a television personality for a new linguistics show called Countdown. Before she starts the job, the producer asks if Grace plans to have children. She assures him that she doesn’t want to be a mother. She knows that she has told the truth, but when she leaves the meeting, she feels guilty for inadvertently catering to the sexist assumption that a woman cannot have both a career and children.

Chapter 10 Summary: “Now”

Grace sees an advertisement for an anti-aging serum at the local pharmacy. She steps inside the establishment. She feels hot, itchy, and irritable. When another customer cuts her in line, Grace loses her temper and smashes the display.

Chapter 11 Summary: “Four Months Earlier”

Before Lotte returns from school one afternoon, Grace snoops in Lotte’s bedroom. She logs in to Lotte’s computer and scans her social media pages. On Lotte’s Instagram, Grace is shocked by the obsessive and abusive comments users have posted on Lotte’s pictures.

Chapter 12 Summary: “2003”

Ben takes a break from preparing a lecture for his doctoral program. He turns on the television. He is surprised to see Grace on screen. He is disappointed that she never called him back after their night together. Watching her show, he recalls the time they spent together and his attraction to her.

Chapter 13 Summary: “Now”

The point of view remains with Ben as Grace calls him to say that she will be late. Ben doesn’t think Grace should come to the party because Lotte has been upset with Grace for months and still isn’t ready to see her. Grace insists she cannot miss Lotte’s birthday because she doesn’t want to fail Lotte again.

Chapter 14 Summary: “Four Months Earlier”

Grace lies in bed with a migraine. She recalls the article she read about perimenopausal symptoms. She should be working but feels awful. After the meeting with John Power, Grace lied and told Lotte that a friend’s mother told her about the “bullying” she saw on Lotte’s Instagram. Lotte insisted it was nothing. Grace knows Lotte is lying but is unsure how to handle the situation, particularly without Ben.

Grace’s sister, Cate, calls Grace to say she talked to Ben about Lotte skipping school. Cate is worried about Grace, and Grace explains her frustrations with Lotte. Cate gives her parenting advice, as she has a son. She suggests that Grace make a fake Instagram account to check on Lotte. Cate also reminds Grace that Lotte is part of a different generation. Grace is thankful for the support but privately resents that Cate would offer her advice when her own son had to go to rehab.

Grace talks to Ben after hanging up with Cate. Ben accuses Grace of hiding the truth about Lotte from him. Grace blames him for leaving the family. She assures him that she has everything with Lotte under control.

Chapter 15 Summary: “2003”

Grace gets unwanted media attention about her television role. Newspapers and magazines critique her appearance, weight, and styling. On set one day, Grace is so overwhelmed that she feels nauseous.

Chapter 16 Summary: “Now”

Grace runs into Freja Harris, a PTA mother, not far from the bakery. She tries to avoid Freja but fails. Freja talks on and on. Throughout Freja’s monologue, Grace’s mind wanders to the past. She soon grows annoyed with the interaction. She is tired of abiding by social norms and abandons Freja without saying goodbye.

Chapters 1-16 Analysis

The opening 16 chapters center the protagonist’s physical discomfort and emotional anxiety. These facets of Grace’s experience charge the narrative atmosphere, with Grace’s physical and emotional upset in the car acting as the novel’s inciting incident. Furthermore, these facets of 45-year-old Grace’s experience establish the novel’s interest in Motherhood as an Identity and Aging as a Form of Loss. The setting of the chapters titled “Now” is paramount in this regard. All of the “Now” chapters are set in the narrative present of 2019 London, England. It is the middle of the summer, and Grace is out alone on a high-stakes mission to prove herself to her estranged family. The seasonal heat augments Grace’s perimenopausal discomfort and her internal distress. Therefore, when Grace finds herself caught in traffic, she struggles to handle her mental and bodily unrest.

The familial complications that have led Grace to this point raise questions about who she is, what she is supposed to be doing, and how she is meant to move forward with her life—questions that Grace herself is all too aware of. The primary conflict so far surrounds Grace’s relationship with her 16-year-old daughter. Because Grace has been unable to connect or communicate with her daughter in recent months, she is determined to make an appearance at Lotte’s birthday party. Therefore, picking up and delivering the cake are central in Grace’s mind throughout the narrative present. In Chapter 1, when Grace realizes that she is late, the third-person narrator adopts Grace’s thought and speech patterns, saying, “Shit. She’s late. Really late. There’s the Love Island cake to pick up, the one she’s had specially made. The cake she can’t afford but is staking everything on” (1). These lines establish the cake as a symbol of hope, forgiveness, and reconciliation for Grace. She has convinced herself that bringing the cake to her daughter’s party will repair all of her maternal failures—real or perceived—over the course of the preceding months. Although she knows Lotte doesn’t want her at the party, she wants to believe that Lotte will extend her grace as soon as she sees how much trouble Grace has suffered to bring her the gift.

The chapters titled “Four Months Earlier” feature scenes from the recent past, establishing the conflicts that have caused Grace and Lotte’s tumultuous dynamic in the narrative present. Despite chronologically preceding the “Now” chapters, these “Four Months Earlier” chapters (and, indeed, all the novel’s flashbacks) also use the present tense. This stylistic choice conveys the Interconnection Between the Past and the Present: Grace’s recent past feels as alive to her as her life in the present, and the events of the past reverberate strongly in the unfolding narrative. Indeed, the conflicts surrounding Lotte’s poor attendance and the sexually explicit messages Grace finds in her things and on her computer remain unresolved, contributing to Grace’s sense that she has failed as a mother.

Grace’s estrangement from Lotte is not the sole struggle she faces in the narrative present; Littlewood intensifies the tense and urgent mood via several ancillary conflicts. In the past months, Grace’s husband Ben has left her and she has lost a teaching position. In Chapter 7, Grace then loses her remaining translation job. Losing her husband, her jobs, and her daughter has fractured her sense of self. Grace wants to prove to herself, her loved ones, and the world that she is still useful and capable, and providing the cake, attending the party, and confronting her daughter become synonymous with accomplishing this goal. This dynamic sets the narrative stage for Littlewood’s developing thematic considerations regarding motherhood, growing older, and losing one’s children and relevance.

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